Safe Insecurities and Superficial Dreams

I found this poem that I wrote nearly 2 years ago. It seems I was probably bitter and angry when I wrote it haha. The next poem I post will be happy, I swear :)

She runs around in her own world

Thinking the problems will fade away

But cold and alone, the pain comes back

And steals the joy she thought she had

But joy is found when life is not known

When ends aren't found without a fight

The blueprints aren't completely done

But just have faith in what is known

You keep your mind on your safety

Not knowing that you're acting a fool

There is no joy when all is seen

There's no surprise, there's no hoping

So just keep on, let loose your dreams

Screw it all for bored safety

Assured of outer happiness

You've lost adventure and lost your joy

I can't convince you, soon you'll learn

You've thrown your joy down to the sharks

They're ravished, now they're filled with dreams

So forget me, forget my love

The wolves will find me where I am

I'll meet them out, they'll be surprised

So afraid and so alone

My courage brings life to my eyes

A fire ablaze inside my heart

To do what's right, so unexpected

But love is a risk that none should miss

A fight to end in total bliss

So jump the bridge and leave no tracks

Our demons follow wherever we go

I'm so oppressed, yet so at peace

So in this war I find myself

I trust my mind through emotions

I know reason has perfect rhyme

You're stuck in outer appearances

And think this will reshape your life

Passion and love will fuel my faith

I fight for life and risk my all

"But don't be scared," I tell myself

"You're not alone, you're not alone"

For out there's one who's life is lost

Who will risk it all and follow me

Soon, I hope, you're hand I'll grab

We'll take the wolves all by surprise

Stay there in your whimsical thoughts

They'll never be as real as me

Goodbye to safe insecurities

Goodbye to superficial dreams

I'm romanced by the thought of risk

A dreamer who might lose it all

You say that you're a dreamer too

Your actions tell me otherwise

So prove it not only to me

But to yourself, you're lost, so lost

You're used to boring, average life

So be abnormal, use your mind

Your goal is lost amongst the mass

You're just like every other person

Afraid of risk, of the unknown

And so your life will have no joy

Sweet girl, sweet love, sweet bone of mine

You're lost and so I'm leaving you

Goodbye to safe insecurities

Goodbye to superficial dreams