Tuesday, July 28, 2009

We're All Thieves

Oh, how it seems
That we're all thieves
We betray love
And steal her dreams
We creep in when
She is dead asleep
We're self absorbed
And hopeless beings

When lights go out
We know it's time
To sneak inside
Commit our crime
I act as though
This gift is mine
Each time I feel
I've crossed the line

But still I go
With its closed eyes
And pull and tug
A million tries
So nonchalant
We wear our ties
I hide my face
Our lives just lies

Please keep them closed
I'll turn the keys
Oh, how it seems
That we're all thieves
We steal what's ours
Though they're her dreams
We take her thoughts
Yes, we're all thieves

Friday, July 24, 2009

Let Love be Without Hypocrisy

Your love is hypocritical
You act as though you sacrifice
Your problem is stereotypical
We all are going to pay the price

For love will never seek its own
It strives to bless the one it knows
And in the end we'll reap what's sown
I'll give up all and not for show

And love will never let you down
For by its nature it cannot fail
When what's desired is finally found
Then perfect love won't be prevailed

Oh love! Where will I find a place
My heart aches from you filling me
I'd be content with just a taste
A sip of you is all I need

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Sharing in Christ

LIke breathing in an empty space
So unfulfilling , I feel abused
And like a light that isn't real
Deceived, I've been made so confused

I hear a voice inside my head
Against the things by which I've sworn
That judging others is not my god
But grace abounds and so much more

A struggle still to see the world
As sheep who all have gone astray
Just as I also once was lost
A promise fulfilled on that day

And though I am already saved
And though his glory I already share
The crown I long for must be won
His cross, his yoke, I still must bare

Friday, July 10, 2009

Safe Insecurities and Superficial Dreams

I found this poem that I wrote nearly 2 years ago. It seems I was probably bitter and angry when I wrote it haha. The next poem I post will be happy, I swear :)

She runs around in her own world
Thinking the problems will fade away
But cold and alone, the pain comes back
And steals the joy she thought she had

But joy is found when life is not known
When ends aren't found without a fight
The blueprints aren't completely done
But just have faith in what is known

You keep your mind on your safety
Not knowing that you're acting a fool
There is no joy when all is seen
There's no surprise, there's no hoping

So just keep on, let loose your dreams
Screw it all for bored safety
Assured of outer happiness
You've lost adventure and lost your joy

I can't convince you, soon you'll learn
You've thrown your joy down to the sharks
They're ravished, now they're filled with dreams
So forget me, forget my love

The wolves will find me where I am
I'll meet them out, they'll be surprised
So afraid and so alone
My courage brings life to my eyes

A fire ablaze inside my heart
To do what's right, so unexpected
But love is a risk that none should miss
A fight to end in total bliss

So jump the bridge and leave no tracks
Our demons follow wherever we go
I'm so oppressed, yet so at peace
So in this war I find myself

I trust my mind through emotions
I know reason has perfect rhyme
You're stuck in outer appearances
And think this will reshape your life

Passion and love will fuel my faith
I fight for life and risk my all
"But don't be scared," I tell myself
"You're not alone, you're not alone"

For out there's one who's life is lost
Who will risk it all and follow me
Soon, I hope, you're hand I'll grab
We'll take the wolves all by surprise

Stay there in your whimsical thoughts
They'll never be as real as me
Goodbye to safe insecurities
Goodbye to superficial dreams

I'm romanced by the thought of risk
A dreamer who might lose it all
You say that you're a dreamer too
Your actions tell me otherwise

So prove it not only to me
But to yourself, you're lost, so lost
You're used to boring, average life
So be abnormal, use your mind

Your goal is lost amongst the mass
You're just like every other person
Afraid of risk, of the unknown
And so your life will have no joy

Sweet girl, sweet love, sweet bone of mine
You're lost and so I'm leaving you
Goodbye to safe insecurities
Goodbye to superficial dreams

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

There Is

There's beauty in each day
Enough to sweep my heart away
There's hope in every storm
A silent prayer, the purest form

There's truth beneath our skin
If we'd just search, it lies within
There's light, before unseen
It's just a step ahead of me

There's love still all alone
Our actions reap what has been sown
There's pain as sure as hell
Whose caldron makes a wicked spell

There's healing if you're sick
A seed of faith mends broken sticks
There's peace if we'd be still
Whose rest and strength will keep us filled

Monday, July 6, 2009

Like a Bird in a Cage with an Open Door

Run for cover, the war is waged
We're weighed to err, we're trapped and caged
For years, enslaved by fear, unrest
Like birds in cages, we're so oppressed

We're used to limits, locks, and bars
Forgetting about the moon and stars
And when the cage is left unlocked
And when the door has not been blocked

Our chance to leave has finally come
Our hearts start beating like a drum
Escape to freedom, we fear unknown
And so our chance is close to blown

To taste the air, to feel the sky
Or to be still with lifeless eyes
Our hope for joy is surely gone
Bound to this cage, this must be wrong

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Empty Space

With quiet words I lead you in
Through light and dark, through smooth and rough
And slow, like sap, beneath my skin
The empty space will call my bluff

A twirl of bright spots, black behind
Each relapse brings new hues of light
But still that one star shines so kind
You pull away with all your might

Distance shores I wish I'd find
Unexplored by more than space
Like planets show my fate's aligned
Your eyes are lost without a trace

Each move you make could be your last
The black won't forgive, watch your step
Goodbye, my love, my air will pass
I look around, there's nothing left